Sunday, December 26, 2010

An Unexpected Christmas Gift


I walked out my classroom door and looked down the flight of stairs.  Mr. R. was walking up the last step.  His cane was in his right hand, a suitcase in his left, and under his arm was a wrapped package.
"What are you doing, Mr. R?" I asked.  
It is not everyday that you see an 88 year old man walk up 56 steps to come up to our third floor classroom.  
"I've come to see you," he said.  
...And he handed me the wrapped package that he held.

I have a story to tell you.  This is a true story that happened last Wednesday, December 23, 2010.  It changed me.  It changed my students.  I hope it touches your heart too.
The beginning of this story began on the feast day of St. Therese.  You can read about it here.
Since that beautiful feast day, Mr. R. has never been far from my thoughts.  Everyday, I would see Mr. R. slowly walk past the school on the other side of the street and stop to look up to our third floor window.  If I happened to be looking out, we would smile, wave, and greet each other from sidewalk to third floor.

I remember it being about a month ago, probably mid-November, when I prayed and asked God to please let me know what I could do for Mr. R.  I had felt that Mr. R. was in our lives (mine and my students) for a reason, and I needed to be open to shine Christ to him and allow my students to experience Christ's love for others.
Days passed.
We still continued to see him walk past our window, but I had not put into action any of the thoughts or ideas that came to mind about shining Jesus to Mr. R.  I became caught up in the hustle and bustle of preparing the children for Christmas.  We completed our little clay pots of the Holy Family.  We spent time making our Jesse Trees and the daily ornaments to place on the trees.  We worked on our class presentation of St. Marguerite d'Youville for her upcoming feast day.  (Which was December 23rd... :) So much preparing.
Yet... I had forgotten the one thing I had asked God to show me.

On Friday, December 18th, a thought came to me afterschool.  I remembered Mr. R. telling me that he loved the tulips I had put in my classroom windows early one Spring so I went to my paper supply and started to make huge paper tulips for my windows.  I wanted them to be BIG.  Big enough for Mr. R. to easily see them from the sidewalk across the street.   The children helped me and the photo below is what we accomplished:

On Monday when the children returned to school, I told them that I had a permission slip for them to take home.  The permission slip was for the children to go caroling to Mr. R's house on the next block.  I wanted the children to take 20 minutes out of their party day on Wednesday to go sing for Mr. R.
I have to tell you that the children were less then thrilled at the idea.  They began to complain that they didn't want to take the time out of their celebrating to go singing outside.
I wasn't quite sure how to react to them, but I can tell you that I was determined that this is what we were going to do.
We left for Mr. R's house at 12:10 on Wednesday afternoon.  It was a beautiful, sunny, winter day.  There was fresh snow on the ground, but it wasn't too cold for our walk.   We sang for several people that happened to be retrieving their mail while we passed by their houses, and the children were becoming more and more happier as we walked.  We stopped at the corner and I pointed out Mr. R's house.  The children were so excited.  We walked up to the house and began to sing.
He answered the door with a smile on his face and listened to the children sing.  We sang and sang.  Just before the last song, I said, "Mr. R., these are the children from the fourth grade class.  We want to wish you a Merry Christmas!"
We left his front sidewalk while singing, "We Wish You a Merry Christmas!"
We walked back to school and I began to make the children hot chocolate.  As the last of the 23 students received their cup of hot cocoa, the school secretary came over the loud speaker.  She spoke with a very urgent voice, "Mrs. Johnson, call the office."  I had the children in the vacant classroom next door to my room and I couldn't get the phone to work properly, so I told the children I would be right back and headed out of the classroom door to call the office on a different phone.


I walked out my classroom door and looked down the flight of stairs.  Mr. R. was walking up the last step.  His cane was in his right hand, a suitcase in his left, and under his arm was a wrapped package.
"What are you doing, Mr. R?" I asked.  
It is not everyday that you see an 88 year old man walk up 56 steps to come up to our third floor classroom.  
"I've come to see you," he said.  
...And he handed me the wrapped package that he held.


The package was a two pound box of chocolates.
He sat at a table in front of my students and asked me to open his suitcase.  I put the suitcase on the top of the table and did as he asked me.  The suitcase was filled with beautiful Rosaries.  He asked me to give each of the students a Rosary and then he asked them one more thing...
He asked the children to sing for him.
I have never more proud of my beautiful classroom children.  They sang for him.
One by one, several of the students came up to him during the song and hugged him.

I was given a beautiful gift this Christmas.  I have never received such a gift.  I thought I was giving Mr. R. a gift.  I thought we were shining Christ to him.
Mr. R. shined Christ's light to me last Wednesday.  He shined it to me and to my 23 young students.  It will be a gift that all of us will remember always.

Oh yes, the message on the loud speaker... our school secretary had been at her desk when Mr. R. walked in and asked where the fourth grade class was located.  Seeing him with his cane and labored walk, she offered him  a seat and told him that she would call me down to the office.  The urgency in her voice was because he stubbornly started walking up the flights of stairs to come and find us.  :)

I love You, O my God,and my only desire is to love You until the last breath of my life.
                                    Happy Holy Family Feast Day!          
Mary
Mom_of_Six
Jesus, I trust in You!

Sunday, December 12, 2010

Blizzard in Wisconsin

This is what greeted us this morning when we woke up.  Everyone is still outside shoveling.  God bless our neighbor with a snow plow!  We had a 5 foot drift right across our driveway.  The hardest work is right after the snow plow goes down our street.  We are the last house on a dead end so our driveway gets absolutely buried.  On the menu for today:  Homemade beef barley soup (stock started yesterday) and we are also starting a chicken stock for homemade chicken noodle soup.  Yum!

This is a  looking out our sunroom window into our back yard.  The winds are still very strong and it continues to snow and drift.

This is a drift looking out our living room window onto our front porch.  It is still snowing and we still can't see out of most of our windows.
Most of the Catholic Churches have cancelled morning Mass.  We should have thought ahead and went last night.  I am hoping that the 6:00 evening Mass for our youth will not be cancelled.  
Have a beautiful Sunday!  
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Kids Playing before the Blizzard

Snow Playing Fun!


Building Snow Forts from Snow Bricks

Saturday, December 11, 2010

Just a beautiful Saturday morning...

We woke up knowing that the forecast from yesterday evening stated that we are to receive 10" to 12" of snow throughout today and into tomorrow.  I think the children have a built-in sensor for snow.  They are just downright goofy this morning.
I woke up early and started a double batch of waffle batter.  My husband bought the family a double waffle maker that makes waffles two-at-a-time.  I had plans on surprising everyone with the delicious smell of waffles this morning as they woke up.  Well (remember snow is in the air) instead of having a quiet morning moment, pleasantly making my waffle surprise for everyone, I had six extra hands offering to measure flour, crack eggs, and pour batter.  That extra help also includes little stools strategically placed throughout the kitchen so that the youngest can move around freely and help out as well.
Little stools make for banged up shins and unpredicted 'trips' around the kitchen.
Enough said.  :)

So...
After I was finished making the waffles (butter, syrup, cutting into bite-sized pieces) I told my older daughter that I was going to go upstairs to take my shower.  Everyone was happily eating their waffles.  I grabbed my mp3 player and the one computer speaker that I use so I can hear my mp3 player, and headed up the steps.  I think I remember that I was singing to myself.  The only thing on my mind was which music I was going to choose this morning.  I can tell you that I had completely forgotten about the impending snowstorm.

Maybe I was s t r e t c h i n g  my quiet shower time just a bit.  Maybe I had my music just a little too loud.  All I can tell you was that I was listening to Amazing Grace and singing away...
A low rumble started.  The kind of rumble that you only hear when something is about to happen.  It got louder and louder.  I had been so lost in my quietness that I can tell you my heart nearly flew out of my chest.  I started thinking about all of the possibilities...  something wrong with the plumbing, the snow piled up and busted through the roof!!!  I don't know, your mind goes everywhere when you are startled into a panic.
Louder and louder.  Now I was hearing what I thought was yelling or screaming!  I turned off the water and started jumping out of the shower.
BAMM!  BAMM!  BAMM!  (loud knocks on the bathroom door)
"What is it???  What's the matter???  Is everything okay???"
"CAN WE GO OUTSIDE TO PLAY?"

You've got to be kidding.  I mean, seriously.  They had finished their waffles and decided they wanted to go outside and play in the snow.  Everything got pulled out of the closet.  Jackets, hats, mittens, scarves, snowpants, and boots.  After they put everything on, they realized they hadn't asked if they could go outside and decided to excitedly 'CLUMP' up the stairs and ask if they could go play.

Well, they are outside.  AND it is quiet.  So quiet, in fact, that I had time to come downstairs to the computer and share our morning with you.
BTW, after the shock wore off and I was able to turn the water back on and finish my shower, a new song came on that I hadn't heard before.  It was the song, Thank You.
What if in morning when I wake up 
Even before I fill my coffee cup 
I said thank You 
Thank You 

What if I look at the day and the hours ahead 
And before I move forward I bowed my head 
And said thank You 
Oh I said thank You 
It is from the band, 33 miles.  I have never heard the song before but the lyrics were timed beautifully for the start of my day.
Enjoy a beautiful day today.  I think we are set for an adventurous day!
Mary
mom_of_six
Jesus, I trust in You!

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Thank you!

Thank you so much for your prayers for little Elaina.  The latest news is that her fever is gone and she is going to be able to be back at her home for the weekend.  She will need to return to Children's Hospital on Monday for a spinal tap and her regular chemo.  
I think I was blessed with the most beautiful children in the world.  Every morning, we continue our decade of the Rosary... and of course, pray for little Elaina ("and Priests everywhere, and people who do not know Jesus")  The words spoken by my children right before we pray.  On the way to school this morning, my husband said, "Today we will lead the prayers from the youngest to the oldest."  
I am the oldest (9 months older than my wonderful dear husband) so I lead the prayers last.


My school children (23 wonderful, energetic children) look forward to our daily prayers.  How they have grown in their love for Jesus in the 3 1/2 months they have been fourth graders!  We are working on two projects right now in the classroom.  Today we started Our Lady of Guadalupe 'grotto' for St. Juan Diego's feast day coming up this week.  I will take some pictures when they are completed and post them for all to see.  The second project is an Advent gift for their parents.  We take clay pots and paint a Mary, Joseph, and baby Jesus.  The Advent project takes at least a week, but I will post a pic or two when they are completed too.  
We are also preparing a small play on St. Margarite D'Youville for her feast day later in December.  I'm having trouble finding children for the speaking parts... usually the most sought after roles.  All of the girls want to dress up as Grey Nuns for the play.  (absolutely wonderful, isn't it???)  :)


Have a beautiful Holy Day tomorrow!  Please remember to add a prayer for Elaina and Rachel too.  Since she has moved on to middle school, I don't get regular updates from her.  I will check on her and report back to you soon.  


Mary 
Jesus, I trust in You! 

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Prayers requested...

Sacred Heart of Jesus, I trust in You!

The little girl, Elaina, in my daughter's preschool class did not have a good night last night.  She received a blood transfusion yesterday and suffered through 104 degree temps all night.  Please, please dear gentle readers-- pray for this child.
Elaina was diagnosed on June 10th 2010 with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia.  She is currently being treated at Childrens's Hospital of Milwaukee.  She has a great oncology team!  We ask for prayers for Elaina!  She is a strong little girl with a lot of fight in her!   SHe has a good prognosis with a long road ahead of her!
                                            The above was written by Elaina's mom and dad.

I would place a link to her caringbridge site, but I do not want to infringe on the family's privacy.  Please email me if you would like more information on little Elaina.  Please know that the family has only requested prayers. They are a faith-filled family and love the Lord very much.
Peace and prayers,
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Before you watch the videos...

Please remember to pause the songs on the right side of my blog.
Enjoy dear reader.
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Had to share... God's peace to you this Advent!

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Please pray for our Priests

I am so moved by the faithfulness of our Priests.  
Please take the time to read an article that I found on the Opus Bono Sacerdotti website.  It is an article written by Daniel Burke, Religious News Service.  It was originally published on May 5, 2010.

So what can we, as faithful Catholics, do for our Priests that have been found innocent of horrible accusations?  Offer them your prayers every single day.

http://opusbono.org/news/AccusedCatholicpriestsleftinlimbo.html

My children and my classroom children have been praying for all of our Priests with every 'Daily Decade' we pray.  Please offer your prayers today.  If you have time right now and you are reading this post... go pray a Rosary.  I know, I know... I'm off to prayer myself.

Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Prayers for a Priest

  Please pray for a Diocesan Priest who is in need of prayers at this hour.    Please pray that he be given strength for the trials that await him now and in the future.  Thank you, dear reader.

Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!


   

Saint Michael the Archangel, defend us in battle, be our protection against the wickedness and snares of the devil. May God rebuke him we humbly pray; and do thou, O Prince of the Heavenly host, by the power of God, cast into hell Satan and all evil spirits who prowl about the world seeking the ruin of souls. Amen.           

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Catholic Schools Liturgy

One more posting for today... it was a very blessed day!  All of the Catholic school children from our Diocese were invited to attend a Liturgy in Green Bay.  It was so awesome to see over 10,000 Catholic school children in attendance along with all of their teachers.  The video is rather long... I just wanted to show the number of children/teachers present.  In addition to all of us, over 63 Priests and I believe three Bishops.  It was a beautiful experience for the children to see/hear Bishop David Ricken today.

Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Father Blahnik Ordination Retrospective

Father Jason

Before the video plays, remember to scroll down the right and pause the music so you can hear the video...

This is a video of one of our Priests who serve our school.  He is an awesome example to our children.  I found this video and had to share it with you.
Thank you, Father Jason.  We love it when you come to visit our classroom, eat lunch with us, and play football with us at recess.  We especially loved praying the Rosary with you!

mom_of_six
Jesus, I trust in You!

Jason Blahnik ordained for Green Bay Diocese

Friday, October 1, 2010

St. Therese of Lisieux Feast Day, Sacrifice Beads, and Saint Spoons...


Today is the Feast Day for St. Therese of Lisieux.  What a beautiful day we had!  You can see from the pictures above that we were very busy.  I had remembered seeing a web blog that showed how to make Saints from little wooden spoons.  I found it again the other day, it is Alice Gunther's site and it is called Cottage Blessings.  The top picture shows my example spoon that I had created.  After I made St. Therese, my 5th grade daughter made a Blessed Mother Teresa spoon.


Now we not only have a St. Therese and a Blessed Mother Teresa, we also have a little St. Francis Assisi ready to go for his Feast Day on Monday.  The kids, my own three youngest and my 23 classroom kids, are so excited about these Saint Spoons. 
My classroom kids also made St. Therese's Good Deed Beads or Sacrifice Beads today.  There were only a few moments today were I thought to myself, "What was I thinking... 23 ten year olds, 253 plastic beads, 253 knots..."  aaarrgghhh!
I was actually quite calm throughout the craft project.  It was what happened afterschool with my own three youngest that was amazing. 
After school my three children came into the classroom and saw that my classroom kids had created their Sacrifice Beads.  I was sitting at the table in my classroom waiting for them.  I showed my 9 and 10 year old how to make them by demonstrating on my 4 year old's beads.  While we were making them, one of us (I'm not really sure which one of us thought of it) suggested making beads for Mr. R.  Mr. R. is a little old man who lives near the school.  We know him because he lives on the block opposite my third floor classroom window.  We see him walk around the block on occasion, slowly walking and glancing up at the school.  When we see him glance up to our third floor window, we wave to him and he always smiles and waves back to us.  
So... when one of us mentioned Mr. R., we all agreed that we would make an extra set of beads for him.
As we continued making our beads I started thinking that I hadn't seen Mr. R. for awhile.  In fact, I hadn't seen him walk past our school since the end of last year. 
We finished making our beads and I got busy cleaning my boards and straightening my desk.  The minutes began to fly.  We were all busy doing our own thing... but I continued to think about Mr. R.
I have to be honest and tell you that I had talked myself out of walking to his house to take him our small gift.  I kept thinking that he really didn't know me (or my children) and I didn't know how I would have explained to him that we just 'decided' to make him St. Therese Sacrifice beads. 
Plus... I hadn't seen him walk past the school for almost 5 months.

All of a sudden I heard, "HEY MOM!  Is that Mr. R.?"
My 10 year old was at the open window of my third floor classroom.  She was smiling and waving furiously.  My 9 and 4 year old ran to the window and all started waving. 
I couldn't believe it.  I ran to the window. 
There, across the street looking way up to my classroom window and waving was Mr. R!  Smiling and waving at my children.
We took off.  I ran to the table, anxiously asked which child wanted to surrender their beads, grabbed the beads and followed behind my three youngest children while they raced down the stairs to the first floor of school.  We bounded through the glass doors and looked for Mr. R. 
I thought he walked slowly!  He was down the block, almost to the corner stoplights.  (Our school is on a very busy city street.)
I quickly realized that we would never make it to the corner, especially towing a four year old by the hand.  I considered crossing mid-block and quickly tried to grab all of their hands.  We went to the curb and stopped to look for traffic. 
There was not a car in sight!  Not even at the corners.  I yelled to the girls that we were going to run and we took off.  Hand in hand. 
We ran down the block and quickly caught up with Mr. R.  When we reached him, I started to try to explain who we were and why we were chasing him down.  Well... we were.  :)
He opened his hand when I offered him the beads.  The way he looked at them made me think he really didn't understand what I was handing him.  I explained that it was the Feast Day of St. Therese and my children were thinking of him and wanted to make him the beads.  He just kept smiling at us.
After a rather awkward pause, he reached into his pocket and showed me his Rosary.  Then he reached into his left shirt pocket and pulled out a different set of beads.  They were in a large circle with lots of small beads and one larger one.  I think he could see how puzzled I was... I had never seen beads like this before.
He told me they were ST. THERESE beads!!!  There were 24 small beads, one for each year of her life.  He told me a prayer that is said on the beads but I was having trouble understanding and hearing him.  The traffic was too loud and he spoke too softly.  
I said, "This is amazing!  We were just thinking about you and making you St. Therese beads and you have St. Therese beads right in your pocket!"  He lifted his head back, smiled a huge smile, and laughed.
As we chatted a bit, he told me that he always likes looking up to my classroom windows.  He asked me about large tulips that I made and had in my windows one Spring.  (That was over two years ago!)
He told me that he grows tulips in his yard.  
We parted ways at the corner stoplight.  I wasn't going to try to cross the busy street without the help of the green light and walk signal.  
My girls have talked about this experience all evening.  My 10 year old has been carrying her beads all around the house, moving the beads as she offers her "little good deeds" and sacrifices to our beautiful and loving Father.

Jeusu, I trust in You! 
Mary 



Thursday, September 23, 2010

A Future Priest?

I experienced something today that I have never experienced before in all of my years teaching.  This morning we were supposed to be walking our classes over to the Church for Eucharistic Adoration, but our principal came over the loud speaker to inform us that due to the bad weather outside, we would have to stay in our classrooms for prayer.
So...
I decided to make our morning a sort of 'mini' retreat.  It was the perfect time to gather the children together and talk about our faith.  (Remember as you read this that we have just started a new year.  These children don't really know me yet and I do not 'really' know them.)
I thought that this would be the perfect opportunity to bring us together as a classroom community and love our Lord.
We sang and prayed.
Later in the morning I noticed one of my boys trailing me around.  By trailing I mean that if I turned around quickly... whoa... there he was.  He usually isn't quite so 'clingy'.  (If you could hear my voice, you would know that when I make that final comment, I say it with great love in my voice.)
When I would ask him if he needed anything, he would just reply, "No.  I'm fine."
He would go back to his seat and then in a moment or two... whoa... there he was behind me again.
He finally told me what he really wanted to say to me.  He pulled me aside and said quietly, "I have been thinking that God wants me to be a Priest when I grow up.  I'm not really sure because I want to be a dad, but I think He wants me to be a Priest."
It was a beautiful blessing to me.  Just to know that this child trusted me enough with expressing his heartfelt thoughts was beautiful.
After we chatted a bit, he started to walk back to his desk.  I thought that was the end of our conversation but he quickly turned around, leaned into me and whispered, "I see bright lights... I have bright lights in my heart for Jesus."
I saw his beautiful mother later in the day and shared what her son had expressed to me.  They are a strong, faith-filled family.  She had tears in her eyes.

I am so thankful.
I have not had an easy week.  It has been a week filled with the politics of the educational environment.  It has been a week full of challenges.
And then...  simple beautiful words from a ten year old boy.
I am very humbled.
Sacred Heart of Jesus, I trust in You!

Mary

Sunday, August 29, 2010

School starts tomorrow!



It seems like only yesterday... I was cleaning and closing up my fourth grade classroom. This is the message that one of my students left on my white board on the last day of school. I didn't realize that it was on the board until everyone was picked up by their parents and I went up the many steps to my third floor classroom alone and looked at the empty room.
Tomorrow starts a brand new year. I will have 23 children to meet and get to know. I am excited! I already know that I will not get too much sleep tonight. :)
I'm off to tuck in my children. We finished packing up all of their supplies this afternoon and they are all a bit anxious too. Have a beautiful evening.
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

What happened to our tomatoes this year?



Oh dear.
I have in my profile that I LOVE gardening... especially growing tomatoes. Well, I do love tomatoes, but this year I asked my husband if we could try something new.
First, I have to tell you that every Fall I have a horrible time sticking to our family budget when it comes to...
GOURDS!!
Yes, gourds. I don't know why I love them. You can't eat them. (at least I don't think you can)
I love all shapes of gourds. I put them in a basket on our dining room table and take a few into the classroom too. Well, when we were at the garden center buying our plants this past May, I saw gourd plants. I was very convincing to my wonderfully patient husband about how we needed to get a gourd plant to try to grow in our usually beautiful (almost entirely tomato) garden.
They were ONLY $0.39!
We bought two, small, barely 2" high plants.
CAN YOU SEE WHAT HAPPENED HERE?
Those two, tiny plants have taken over the entire garden. They completely grew over our lovely (well I guess you'd have to 'think' lovely) tomato plants and even covered our cucumber trellis. I thought I would never hear the end of it from my husband. After all, there will be no tomatoes for his mother to can for our family this Fall. He has helped me harvest gourds four times now. I have laundry baskets completely full of gourds. I also have a basket already at school.
Is there a lesson here?
I learned something new about my husband after 22 years of marriage. He braves mosquitoes and gourd plant prickers to pick every single gourd for me. We wash them together at the sink and I see him smile as he watches me dry each and every single one with a towel before gently placing them in ANOTHER laundry basket. A continuing love story each and every day.

Next year's planting? Well, I'm not entirely convinced that gourds are not in my future. Maybe if I just plant ONE little, tiny plant?

Have a beautiful day in the LORD!
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!



Sunday, August 15, 2010

I forgot to remind you to push the pause button on the right side of the blog before you play the video. God bless!
Mary

Summer Chamber Music Recital


Our daughter, Maddie, is playing the cello. This piece was from the recital this morning. We are so proud of her and the hard work she has accomplished this summer. I apologize for the shaky video. It was taken with a hand held flip camera.
They are playing Hornpipe in F Major by Handel. Watermusic. A big thank you to her cello teacher, Nancy Kaphaem, for helping Maddie prepare for this Chamber Recital.

Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Saturday, August 14, 2010

The Assumption of the Blessed Mother

August 15th - The Assumption of the Blessed Mother
Peter Paul Rubens, 1612.
Hail Mary,
full of grace,
the Lord is with thee;
blessed art thou among women
and blessed is the fruit
of thy womb, Jesus.
Holy Mary, Mother of God,
pray for us sinners, now
and at the hour of our death.
Amen.

Mary, a humble woman of Nazareth trusted in God and His promise of salvation. She said, "Yes."
She said, "Yes" to God for the whole human race. She trusted Him. Today, we celebrate her beautiful, "Yes."

Say, "Yes."
Be open to where the Lord leads you to be. Use the talents that you have been so blessed with to spread His love everywhere you go. There are so many people who need to see Him. I tell my kids that sometimes just a smile will lead people to Christ. He loves you so much.
Try this with your kids...
You say, "Blessed Mother Mary" and teach your children to respond, "Be our Mother too!" Make everyday an occasion to love and honor our beautiful Mother in Heaven. She will always lead you to Jesus!

Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

p.s. I request your prayers for my patience in a situation that requires more than I have to give. Patience and understanding too. I will need it as I continue through the month of September. Thank you my dear Reader. You are in my prayers as well.


Thursday, August 12, 2010

Maybe I was wrong...

Catholic Church, contraception coverage collide
Diocese employees in state could face sanctions, termination

http://www.jsonline.com/features/religion/100504294.html

Earlier I posted about contraception use by our brothers and sisters in the Faith. I stated that I believed ignorance was the greatest obstacle and reason for continued use of artificial birth control. I am dismayed by the comments offered online by the readers of this newspaper.

Everyone seems to only think of themselves. The 'me' complex maybe?
"I have a right... "
"No one is going to tell me... "
"It's my body... "
And on and on and on.

Then the cheap shots start too-- Cheap shots on the Church itself and our Religious and Priests. As I read the comments I kept thinking, "Where are all of the faithful? Where are the Catholic's comments?"
Then I had a 'crashing' thought. Are some of these comments written by our Catholic family? Reality (and saddness) tells me that many of them probably are written by them.

I don't know where to go with this post from here. I'm hesitant to continue to write and risk saying something that may be misconstrued by someone who is reading this. I also do not want to continue with my mixture of emotions ranging from disappointment, saddness and frustration to outright anger.
All of this is such a continuous uphill climb.

What will I do now?
The very thing that I will strongly encourage all of you to do.
We need to pray for Pope Benedict. We need to pray for our Bishops. We need to pray for our Priests. We need to pray for families.
Families need to place Christ first in their lives. Parents need to place their complete trust in God. Complete trust in everything.
Simply said... that includes the beautiful blessings of children.

There. Enough said about this.
I am off to start my day with my family. It is extremely hot here in Wisconsin today. The kids are waiting to go outside and swim in the pool. May your day be filled with beautiful family time too.

Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!
Immaculate Mother Mary, Be our Mother too!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

So... What do you think?

I stumbled upon this quote by Blessed Mother Teresa this evening. Tell me what you think.

"I think the world today is upside down. Everybody seems to be in such a terrible rush, anxious for greater development and greater riches and so on. There is much suffering because there is so very little love in homes and in family life. We have no time for our children, we have no time for each other; there is no time to enjoy each other. In the home begins the disruption of the peace of the world."
Blessed Mother Teresa
Have a beautiful evening.
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Friday, August 6, 2010

Prayers requested please...

The following is from a site regarding the little three year old in my daughter Sophie's class. Please pray for this little love.

TUESDAY, AUGUST 3, 2010 2:13 AM, CDT

Elaina had a spinal tap with chemo today. She had more pain than usual and did not want to sit up on hte ride home. SHe also woke up from anesthesia faster than ever before. I was excited to sit in hte back seat with her since Rich was able to come with us this week. I worry about her so much! It is so hard not to. This week I received news that a fellow cander family with a 3 year old girl wit hte same diagnosis which was made on July 17t had passed away due to an infection. It scares me to think that she could have been that girl. So I ask for prayers to help keep away an infections. Elaina had a great weekend and was able to spend some time with friends again. It is so good for her spirit and for her brother and sister as well. I think sometimes that Rich is having a hard time with all of this. It is so hard to see your child in pain. It is even harder when there is nothing you can do to fix it. I ask for prayers for my family to stay strong and appreciate all of you in our lives. God Bless!


Thank you,
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

County Fair






Today was a long, long day! It was the rabbit judging day at our County Fair. I am so proud of my kids! Our 3rd born beautiful daughter did an awesome job in showmanship but this year she had some fierce competition. This was her first year in Senior Showmanship. Last year she took first but this year a healthy second. She understands where she forgot some knowledge on her breed. Way to go! (She showed our Netherland Dwarf rabbit that we rescued)
Our 4th daughter is in her last year of beginner showmanship. She 'borrowed' her sister Emily's rabbit, Ashton. He is a cute little American Fuzzy Lop. I could see her from the stands but couldn't hear what she was saying to the judge. Her mouth just kept moving and moving. :) She ended up taking the first blue ribbon and trophy!
Ashton also took a first blue for breed. Enjoy the pics!
It was an awesome, extremely HOT, fair day.
Peace,
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Prayer to Saint Peregrine


Prayer to Saint Peregrine

O great St. Peregrine, you have been called "The Mighty," "The Wonder-Worker," because of the numerous miracles which you have obtained from God for those who have had recourse to you.
For so many years you bore in your own flesh this cancerous disease that destroys the very fibre of our being, and who had recourse to the source of all grace when the power of man could do no more. You were favoured with the vision of Jesus coming down from His Cross to heal your affliction. Ask of God and Our Lady, the cure of the sick whom we entrust to you.
(Pause here and silently recall the names of the sick for whom you are praying)
Aided in this way by your powerful intercession, we shall sing to God, now and for all eternity, a song of gratitude for His great goodness and mercy.
Amen.

A friend of mine from a long time ago emailed me this morning. Sadness filled her letter. She is calling out for prayers and comfort. So much cancer. So much. Please place her husband, Vic, in your prayers. He had surgery on June 1st to remove his bladder, prostate, and lymph nodes. We may not be able to physically comfort or lessen pain from suffering... but we are all called to pray for others for their needs.
Thank you, dear reader. I remember you in my prayers daily.

Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!
"Let every action of mine be something beautiful for God." Blessed Mother Teresa

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Homemade Chicken Noodle Soup



Today I made my ma's homemade noodle, chicken noodle soup. What a glorious soup!! I just had to take some pics to share...
I also decided to try to make chocolate cupcakes NOT the box kind. I found a recipe in an old Betty Crocker Cookbook and the title was, "The Best Chocolate Cake". So... I made 18 cupcakes! The recipe had buttermilk and real chocolate squares in it. I can tell you that they were good (I was good and didn't have one) because there were only 8 left when I last looked on the kitchen counter.
These are beautiful days indeed!
Mary

Jesus, I trust in You!

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Artificial Birth Control and a post of my thoughts...

Too many of our Catholic brothers and sisters do not understand the evil behind contraception. Last year I experienced one of my dear friends cover my ears and jokingly tell other women present that, "I don't buy into the 'anti' birth control issue. Don't tell Mary!" She then smiled and uncovered my ears. I was stunned and speechless.
...AND nobody said anything back to her. They all just smiled and went on with the conversation.
I need to give you a bit of background on myself before I go on with this post. As many on you know who read my blog, I was born into a very loving Catholic family. My parents lived the Faith. I was very blessed.
However...
I can honestly tell you that I didn't know that artificial birth control wasn't an option. I thought that it was just frowned upon, but that the decision was left up to each individual couple. Truly, that is what I thought. With that information in mind, after our first child was born I was asked by my doctor which birth control I wanted to start using. I didn't know anything about birth control so I asked his advice. He wrote out the prescription and I started taking the pills.
My life proceeded just as I wanted it to go.
One afternoon after school, I was driving home and scanning different radio stations. A man was speaking on one of the stations and there was something about his voice that made me stop and listen. It was Father Corapi.
Oh my goodness! I couldn't stop listening! :)
After Father Corapi was finished I continued listening to the station... and I went to Confession.
I remember explaining to Father that I truly didn't know that birth control was wrong. Everyone I knew was using some type of it.
He smiled and simply said, "Well, now you know it is wrong."

My life was changed.
I just think that there are other Catholic families out there who simply "don't know". Maybe they weren't told or maybe went through the CCD programs like I did and were never TOLD. I am very passionate about all of this. Yes, yes, I know that many do know and simply choose to ignore what the Church teaches. (like my friend in the story above)
But... what if one person hears this message and decides to change their minds and place all their trust in Him?
Oh... our God is so awesome and amazing. He loves us so very, very much.

I am sure that I will post on this again. I want to hear more about trusting Him with our entire lives, not just the areas of our lives we want Him to be.
Turn everything over to Him. Trust in Him.
Pray.
You will be amazed at what He has planned for your life.
Peace,
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!


Tuesday, July 13, 2010

The following is from a post written by Fr. Gordon MacRae. I have posted about Fr. MacRae in previous posts. It is the title from his post written on July 7, 2010 regarding an 80 year old priest recently accused. His blog is www.thesestonewalls.com

The Exile of Father F. Dominic Menna and Transparency at The Boston Globe
by FR. GORDON J. MACRAE on JULY 7, 2010


Please pray for our Priests.
I have placed a link to Fr. MacRae's site toward the bottom of this blog on the right side.

Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

www.thesestonewalls.com

Thursday, July 8, 2010

St. Francis de Sales - Be at Peace


Be At Peace

Do not look forward in fear to the changes of life; Rather look to them with full hope that as they arise,God, whose very own you are, will lead you safely through all things;And when you cannot stand it, God will carry you in His arms. Do not fear what may happen tomorrow; The same everlasting Father who cares for you today will take care of you today and every day. He will either shield you from suffering or will give you unfailing strength to bear it. Be at peace and put aside all anxious thoughts and imaginations.

St. Francis de Sales

Saturday, June 26, 2010

A Daily Prayer, Written by Blessed Mother Teresa



Blessed Mother Teresa prayed this prayer daily. Make a commitment to shine Jesus to everyone He places along the paths you walk today. Mother was known to say, "Find your Calcutta where you live." I always tell my students to smile and show Jesus through their eyes, hands, words, and actions.

"Dear Jesus, help me to spread Thy fragrance everywhere I go. Flood my soul with Thy Spirit and Life. Penetrate and possess my whole being so utterly that all my life may only be a radiance of Thine. Shine through me, and be so in me that every soul I come in contact with may feel Thy presence in my soul. Let them look up, and see no longer me, but only Jesus. Stay with me, and then I shall begin to shine as you shine, so to shine as to be a light to others."
Today is the day to start shining. Someone you meet today will need to see and know Him. Let Him be seen and shine through you. :)
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!


Friday, June 25, 2010

A Blog to consider...

There is a blog written by a Catholic Priest that I have been following. He is serving time in prison. Here is a link to a page that he wrote about St. Padre Pio that is of great interest. Pray for our Priests.

www.thesestonewalls.com/gordon-macrae/stigmatized/

Again, be patient with my blogging... I know that the above isn't a link. However, it is worth the effort to highlight, copy, and paste into your address bar.

Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

p.s. Thank you for all of the prayers... keep on praying. So many people need prayers!

Thursday, June 24, 2010



Dear Readers,
I come to you again with an urgent need of your prayer. I went to school today to talk to my principal and she told me that one of our 'little ones' in the preschool room was diagnosed with leukemia a week ago. She is a classmate of our youngest daughter, Sophie. Please, please take some time tonight and pray for this little one. Her name is Alaina and I believe she is 4 years old.

All the family requested from the school was prayer.

Dear Jesus,
Surround this child with your all encompassing love. Be with her as she journeys through treatment and healing. Wrap your compassionate arms around her mom and dad as they search for strength throughout this time. Heal her body and make her well again so she can be a light of your love to all. In union with Your Holy Will.
Amen
Peace,
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!


Sunday, June 20, 2010

Happy Father's Day... and from Rachel's Mom



Happy Father's Day!
Sacred Heart of Jesus, we trust in You!
Mary

The following is from Rachel's Caring Bridge site. This is the little girl for whom we have been praying. The crosses that some carry are heavy. Pray for continued strength for this beautiful family and especially Brenda, Rachel's mom.
God's continued blessings,
Mary



THURSDAY, JUNE 17, 2010 10:19 PM, CDT

Rachel had her first MRI since starting her new Chemotherapy on Monday, June 14th. After her MRI I received a call stating they wanted to hold her chemotherapy until the team could conference on her MRI and current treatment schedule. Today, I finally heard from her oncologist. Rachel continues to have new growth of tumors in new sites and enhancement of previous sites. At this point she has tumors all along her spine and now in her cerebellum. Such new is very difficult to take.
Rachel is leaving for camp for two weeks. Her oncologist feels it is best that she go and enjoy all the activities and fun that awaits her. They would like to conference with Rachel, her father and myself upon her return. They suggested the next working day after camp of July 6th, but it is not her usual Oncologists day to hold conferences, so I asked that they conduct this conference at our next previously scheduled appointment on July 12. They plan to get back to me in the next couple days. Which ever day it is we will know what their suggestions are at the next conference.
Thay have stated that although originally they believed Rachel's cancer was a low grade astryocytoma, they now realize it is being more aggressive than they had ever imagined. What a rollercoaster of news. What a mystery of what is to come.
I am thankful Rachel is painfree, happy and doing everything she has been doing. She is aware of the news and does not dwell on it. Nor does she want anyone to dwell on it or treat her differently.
Rachel is an inspiration to us all. To look at her you would not imagine her life carries so much uncertainity. If the circumstances were reversed and it were me I know I would not be as strong and brave as she is. I would literally be a wreck with worry and concern. I have learned so much from her.
I thank you for your continued prayers and support. Rachel is a wonderful child with much to offer and give to this world. The situation only makes me more sure that we should live each day fully as a blessing from God. Devote every minute to those around us and show love without reservation. Find peace and comfort in what we have not what we think we need.
God bless you!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Ancient Words



This is one of our Parish's Vacation Bible School songs. Enjoy.
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Sacred Heart of Jesus - Friday June 11, 2010


Saint Margaret Mary's Vision of the Sacred Heart

Teach your children to respond:

"Sacred Heart of Jesus..."
"I trust in You!"

I was named Mary Margaret. I would always ask my mom if I was named after my Aunt Mary. She was one of my favorite aunts as a child. My mom would always reply, "No, I named you after the Blessed Mother."
My mom's full name was Margaret Mary. :)

The twelve promises of the Sacred Heart of Jesus to St. Margaret Mary can be found here:
www.sacredheartdevotion.com/promises.htm

I realize that it is not a link but you can highlight it and right click on it, copy and paste.

I'm off to bed. Today was the second full day of cleaning and organizing my classroom and I am so very tired. It doesn't feel 'right' to be in a classroom all day and be in silence. No children's voices. Empty desks. Empty coat hooks.

Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

Prayers requested please...

First, please remember to scroll down on the right side and click to pause the music that I have running in the background. You will want to experience these videos and their music! :)
I have a prayer request for someone very dear to my sister. She needs prayer. Please petition to our Heavenly Father for her. Pray for no more paralysis in her legs/back. Thank you dear readers.
Also, I think Corrinne May's video and song, The Answer, is so beautiful for thought and prayer. Life was not promised to be easy for anyone. Through pain and suffering, turn your eyes toward your heavenly Father. Lean on Him and offer up your sufferings and trials. He knows your pain.
And... He loves you so much!

Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!

Eucharistic Prayer Of St Thomas Aquinas

Friday, June 4, 2010

The Answer - Corrinne May

The Farewell

This time of year is so very difficult for me. It is the end of another school year. And this year is especially hard... I was blessed to be able to share this school year with my daughter!

The mixture of emotions is tiring. A continuous rotation from sadness to gladness and back again. Yes, I am glad that summer is approaching and with that the beautiful lazy days to spend with my own children. :)
But... I am not ready to say goodbye to these students of mine.
So, dear reader, tonight is a teary night. I'll take a bath, pray my Rosary, and spray my pillow and sheets with lavender to help me fall asleep. If you have children who attend school please say a prayer for their teachers tonight. (And if you wouldn't mind, please add one for me too.)

This is a part of a prayer written by Janet Colsher Teitsori from her book, Rainbows for Teachers.
Tonight it is my prayer too.

Father, you who are the Creator of all
our emotions, understand how it is
that my heart sings at the thought
of a brand new summer and at the
same time, cries, for I have just
said good-bye to a part of myself.

Amen

Peace and blessings,
Mary
Jesus, I trust in You!